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earn my 1st million before 30.
get my 5 C's.
marry a rich, handsome man.
have 2-3 kids.
get old and then die.


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8:39 PM | Sunday, August 29, 2004
whoa! woke up at 2.45pm today lor... got a shock! thn fell back to sleep. muaha.. thn realise im suppose to meet xiaoting to photocopy the social studies book.. so jump outta bed to meet her.. thn in the end she late... for half an hour! so i went to cold storage at northpoint.. and got lost in it!! but managed to find my way out.. now i really pei4 fu2 my mom.. can find her way around cold storage so easily.. aniwae thn finally met her.. but i decided to just buy the book.. cos photocopy one piece 20cents lor!!! so expensive! thn went to look around the baby section at popular bkstore.. actually is xt pull me to go see one.. she want to look for baby names.. quite interesting.. but got really lame when she wanted to look for names for her future babies.. cudnt be bothered with her so i went to the comic section.. actually wanted to go eat swensens[??] one.. budden in the end no offer so we just ate macs.. went walkwalk around northpoint.. thn i walk her home.. on the way we saw this very nice... drain. ok it's like a lake.. lol.. went to sit near the grass there at the edge of the water.. thn xt made me go to stones there!!! so.. scary! ok i think i very scardy cat when it comes to this kinda thing.. but still manage to go down.. and wrote our names one those big big stones... she nearly fell lor!! gave me a heart attack.. thn went to safra country club.. we just walk in liddat lor.. thn muahahha very farnie! cos we went to the tennis court there.. thn it's fenced up.. suddenly this ball flew towards me! i got a shock! and jumped.. but actually got one fence there protecting the ball from hitting me.. thn the lady looks amused.. and xt was laughing her head off at me.. then finally! going home.. muahaha! was at the bus stop.. ok i think we were quite mean.. but it was really kinda funny.. saw this guy wearing this tight bellbottom jeans.. abit like girl one.. thn the butt there got one slit.. abit corny looking.. ok aniwae o ya! before that we went to clarence's block downstairs and shout his name.. but i think he not at home.. --;; maluating day.. but fun! shall play tennis with xt next time at safra! XD

7:45 PM | Friday, August 27, 2004
some swimmer band came over to our sch today.. so me,hui,soph,ting went to support.. so sad lor.. sn so unenthu..! they gesture us to clap/sway then NOBODY did it lor!!!! sooooo saddd! so end up only me and ting do.. abit pathetic.. xt led worship for pm today! great job xt! XD aniwae quite sad cos my new believers who agreed to meet cudnt make it.. but aii it's ok! one of them coming tmr! hopefully the others also come along... >.<

10:57 PM | Thursday, August 26, 2004
im held by your love

im held by your love
upheld by your strength
on your shoulders you bore me
by your faith i stand

cherished by you lord
treasured in your sight
so close to your heart
held firm in your hands

so awesome is your love
so mighty is your hand
on eagles wings you carried me
your grace shall be my strength

so perfect is your love
you sacrificed your son
amazing love reach out to me
with joy to you i come

not by my wisdom
not by my strength
gently you guide me
lead me by hand

total surrender
Jesus i am yours

now and forever
in christ i now stand..

9:29 PM | Wednesday, August 25, 2004
yay. here i am. again. nowadays comp got some prob. feel so sian just using it. all i do is play Go. this jap game. and lose. but thank God now my comp is better. but still abit weird.

10:41 PM | Sunday, August 22, 2004
today has been a rather long day.. went running.. 2 rounds only.. thn went to study with yihui and alvin.. thn decided to go study at rc... ended up dancing around and worshipping.. but it was so cool... played chess too! with alvin, jiashen and clarence.. but sadly only won 1 game.. aii.. like li jiawei.. she oso only won one game.. a little disappointed.. but wasnt so affected as yihui, dehui, rachel, faith and zixin.. they very ji dong!! was cheering and crying very loud.. but nvm i understand.. :)

9:50 PM | Saturday, August 21, 2004
wow.. im so amazed at how God can work thru simple pple like us.. actually today's confirmation is 8.. but only 6 turned up.. and only 2 visitors.. but very glad! one of them converted! and im really prouda all my girls.. they really worked hard for this ess.. though not all came but the effort was really commendable.. :)

aniwae was on the bus home and watching olympics on tv mobile.. boxing.. the match btw usa and parkistan was kinda boring.. they were kinda gentle on each other.. but the match btw parkistan and kazakhstan was very cool! so exciting! make me wanna join in oso.. thn came the egypt contestant.. he was so excited he triped over the boxing ring.. --;; how uncool... but didnt manage to catch that match..

10:58 PM | Friday, August 20, 2004
tmr's ess! and my grp got 3 visitors tmr!! XD yay.. never have so many visitors at one go for such a long time le... really wanna thank god.. although abit sad that my new believers cudnt come.. nvm.. shall really work hard ta retain them!! gambette! [junhuang.. i spell correctly le...]

9:56 PM | Wednesday, August 18, 2004
had cg thn shepherd geraldine.. bought this big mac.. and i commented on it... "i think they poured the whole garden of vegie in my burger.." it was so green lor.. it must be sick or wad.. o wells. aniwae had a really great time of sharing with geraldine.. from 6+ to like 8 liddat...
[to geraldine] hey.. things may seem tough going now.. and everything is kinda messed up.. but things will take a turn.. :) after all God wun let us be tempted more than we can bear. :) -pats on geri's head-

10:17 PM | Monday, August 16, 2004
just finish praying just now.. thn suddenly saw this mothy beside me.. scared me!!! u mean it was beside me all the time while i was praying?!!? my gosh!!! so now im with a broom and blogging at the same time.. hoping to combat it if it ever attacks...

9:00 PM | Sunday, August 15, 2004

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4:41 PM |
felt so dreamy today.. slept at 5.30am today... and was awaken by dehui's knocking on my door.. and gosh.. she saw the way i slept.. >.< but aniwae she came over to use comp.. felt kinda bad.. cos i slept throughout the time she was here... but nvm la.. her house=my house..

7:14 PM | Saturday, August 14, 2004
today nearly cudnt go for service lor... felt so gek at 1st... was trying to persuade my ma to let me go.. cos she want me go yishun with her.. to ask for some printer stuff [and yes.. my printer hasnt been fixed yet.] but thank God later on after much persuasion she just let me go.. but must reach home at 3.30... so early!!! but i just stayed on until service ended thn rushed home.. thn guess wad.. end up she decided not to go!!! ... -bish- aniwae really happy abt chloe! she's from hougang sec 1.. and she's excited mann! today actually she wanted to bring this girl to come one.. but end up got sth cropped up so yea.. =/ it's ok! still wanna thank god for her. :) at 1st suppose to go with my ma to eat KFC!!.. feel so cheated.. -waves at the chicken tt's flying away- haha~

8:49 PM | Thursday, August 12, 2004
went for this NE trail today... very tiring... went to all over singapore lor!!! erm.. actually.. only fort canning, little india, clarke quay and chinatown.. but tt's kinda alot in one day... thn very tired... was on my way home on bus 163.. thn i fell asleep.. thn i sleep halfway i felt like something leaning on me.. very heavy.. feel quite wa lao.. but didnt care cos i sleep until quite sound... thn suddenly this uncle sneezed very loud.. and woke me up... thn i realise wad issit tt's leaning against me.. this ulu guy... wanted to wake him up.. but when i look over i realised his sleeping position abit ugly.. and wud be very paiseh-ing if i wake him up liddat.. so i just lean away.. felt so squashed at a corner lor.. --;; but surprisingly i fell asleep again.. i must be tired..

2:47 AM | Tuesday, August 10, 2004
i think im gonna puke.. i ate 3 hard boiled eggs at one go... for supper... meant to be half boiled lor.. but end up overcooked.. i shall walk frm my house to rc as a form of exercise.

9:56 PM | Monday, August 09, 2004
missed ndp... cos i was overslept.. but managed to catch singapore idol.. some were kinda farnie... like the percussion one and the guy who sang the gareth gates song.. some were just irritating.. really open my eyes.. u mean singaporean so sporting one? i thot the girl who dressed like auntie sang well.. hmm.. maybe i got a chance oso. muahaha.

10:35 PM | Sunday, August 08, 2004
just cut my hair... looks kinda like last time lor.. waste my $16.. went with yihui and rachel. went all the way to centerpoint.. no point... thn after tt went to serangoon pasar malam.. i went around and look at stickers... and yihui keep screaming for me... and scolding me... say even kids dun look at such ulu things... but eh.. they are kinda attractive ma.. anithing la. when i was waiting for yihui while she cut her hair.. receive a msg saying that the hougang girl tt came yesterday wanna convert! so glad.. thn later msg again she say she not sure. nvm shall give her time. :) really hope ta see new faces from hougang.. thngs are starting to happen! X)

10:00 PM | Saturday, August 07, 2004
was kinda amazed at how God spoke to me.. was worshipping at dmm.. ok this is kinda queer but aniwae God speak in queer ways.. thn He told me to listen carefully at wad eelee's gonna say.. cos he's gonna speak thru her to me la.. yupp.. and true enough she did.. though may not be a very huge revelation but im really touched.. this is the part tt spoke me most la.. [summarized] god wanta renew my hope and passion.. ok tt was short. but still powerful. -receives new hope and passion from God.- X)

9:31 PM | Wednesday, August 04, 2004
yesterday was dragged out of the classroom by xiaoting... was sleeping thn she pulled me by my pinafore and dragged me all the way to canteen... at 7.15... since i was in the canteen decided to buy mooncake... thn on our way out of canteen.. she suddenly put lizzy phua on my hand.. my mooncake got freaked out and rolled out of my hands... --;;.. so it ended up on the floor.. but i ate it aniwae... muahahahas..

had caregrp today.. bella was very farneh!!!!! -laughs near bella-

9:55 PM | Monday, August 02, 2004
got scared by lizzy phua... in the canteen today... actually i know she's there le.. but dunno why i still got scared.. hahahhas who's lizzy phua? hahhas tt's the secret btw me and xt.. i tink even sophia and yihui oso dunno... muahahhas.

today after sch wanted to buy pizza from my sch.. 50 cents one.. thn yihui say she oso wanna buy.. but she was toking abt hawaiian pizza sold by our students... thn we decided to check it out.. so went to canteen.. but we dun see anione selling pizza but there were a few pple eating pizza.. thn xiaoting went into their gang and said" wahhh... so fast sell finish ar??!" but actually the pizzas there not for sale.. it's their own one for themselves one.. hahahahhaha so maluatinggg..!! thank God she never say "can i have tt one?" hahahhas

4:43 PM | Sunday, August 01, 2004
tmr got history test la.. and i lost my textbook.. -cries- how? so i borrowed from soph to photocopy.. aii.. thn hahas was at macs.. saw yihui and jessie... wenta tok to them..

yihui: wad u doin now?
me: waiting for sophia.. for textbook
yihui: o.. ss ar?
me: -looking at jessie's phone- no.. social studies..
yihui: -moth face- isnt ss social studies......
me: -looks up from jessie's phone- o ya....

hahas. feels qian bian today... anyway got a slight headache now.. must be cos of the rain.. arghh.. seriously dun feel good.. -knocks head around- think i shall take a nap...

1:53 AM |
-shivers- i sense the presence of our beloved small wall.. [xiao qiang].. ahhhhhh -screams- so freaky.. went toilet thn came out saw small wall hiding away in a corner thinking i didnt see it.. actually wanted to watch naruto 93 one lor!!.. thn such unfortune happen.. now i dunno whether to watch anot.. wad if i watch halfway then xiao qiang come out???!?!??!?! >.< -cries-